My Life Reset: Dancing In The Dark

Before I Was Born

Angels/My Spirit Team:
“We have a special, transformative mission for you in this upcoming life if you’re interested.”

Me: “Sounds exciting!”

Angels/My Spirit Team:
“In the human year 2025 you will take on many of your ancestors’ heavy emotions -grief, sadness, depression and more –all at once.

These are the energies that kept them stuck in life.

The energies that drained them.

The energies that took over and in some cases, killed them.

You will run these emotions through your energetic system and through your physical body in order for the emotions to be released and alchemize into Love. This is so they will be able to move on. This is so they will finally heal their wounds. This is so they will not be chain-bound anymore. It will stop with YOU.

The heavy emotions will run through your body as heightened electric current. This will disrupt your physical body functions and throw your energetic system into a frenzy. You will most likely encounter chaos and unexpected, unwanted visitors. There will be unwelcomed surprises.

You are so strong. We will be by your side the entire time.”

My Ancestors:
“We would truly love it if you’d help us.”

Me:
“This sounds fantastic! I’m all in! Let’s do it!”

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I know this sounds familiar to someone reading this!

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Seriously, why do we agree to these things?

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Intro

This was a very bizarre experience. I have shared here some of what I believe to be true at this point. I told myself … I absolutely hold the right to alter this explanation or change my mind as things become clearer to me. Everything is fluid.

Right now I hold the mentality of “Do not worry where the arrow came from or why. Just pull it out and allow the wound to heal.” I don’t know the author but it rings true for me now.

(For lack of a better word or phrase, I use “dark” to refer to sickening energetic beings that enjoy creating chaos and have separated themselves from Creator and from Love. Not necessarily darker energy as if from dark night of the soul or shadow aspects, or even some other darker entities out there etc.)

This may sound strange, but if at any point you do not agree with what I’m saying, or something feels off to you, then just ignore it or click away. It’s perfectly okay. There’s room for all of us. Understand that I do not share and explain every little detail here. Please don’t contact me to argue or tell me my own story 🙂 (Yes, there are people out there that enjoy doing this.)
My experience was unique to me as yours is to you.

In this blog, I share what happened to me on this earthly realm vs what I believe happened in the spiritual realm. I explain to the best of my ability and my memory but I do not share every detail because there are elements that are very personal. And honestly, I do not ever want to relive these events.

I am sharing this because I have been guided to share. I was told it will help someone to realize what has happened within their own life. Or it may make something clearer for a future event that may occur for someone.

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Let’s Get Into It…

I had a very strange experience in 2025, as many of you know from my social media. I am choosing to explain it here on my website because it’s where I feel the most safe sharing.

I do believe -to an extent- that there was an agreement for this reset. An agreement between me and Source, me and my Inner Self, me and my ancestors, me and my Life Contract.

But I also know that there was interference.

Multiple dark forces (energy balls of sorts, certain kinds of magic, etc.) were worked and sent out to disrupt energy workers however it could. Disruption has happened different ways for different people. I feel this disruption was sent out around 2020 and it was to disrupt those that work with energy – both light and dark (in order to be an effective energy worker, I and many others have to work with both, but we won’t get into that here). This was AND was not a hit on me personally. It’s difficult to explain that precisely, so I’m not going to. It was and is mostly a collective strike. The havoc that this energy causes is mirrored in what’s going on in the physical world right now.

There are SO MANY elements and layers to what happened.

What Happened Within The Earthly Realm

I was in two different hospitals for almost 3 months.

In February 2025 my partner took me to an urgent care facility because I was feeling very strange, very ill. I tested positive for Influenza A, the common flu. I have never in my life had the flu but I wasn’t scared because I figured it was common and people get through it.

The next day my partner (who also had the flu by this time) took me to the emergency room because I couldn’t breathe and I was coughing up blood. I was admitted to the hospital quickly. I was then told I had two types of flu and a rare staff pneumonia. I do not remember a whole lot from the weeks that followed. I was sedated for 15 days. And for a week or so after I woke up, I was still trying to get my grip on what had happened. I still had one foot in the other world as I was trying to fully wake up.

(By the way, during this time is when my partner, Robert, reached out to you all by way of my socials. He was scared based on what he felt, saw and was told. I know that some people thought the messages were fake and that it was all weird. People were warning others about the messages that he was putting out via my youtube and facebook. I get it, but it was real. He reached out for prayers because he knew you all had the power to send healing energy. And you did. He and I thank you for that.)

The weeks and months that followed were crucial for my physical healing. I learned (or remembered) to breathe on my own again, move my body, eat, talk, walk and so much more. It was like I was a baby.

My partner and my mom were by my bedside every day for about 30 days while I was in the first hospital.

These are things that I was told happened while I was sedated:

Breathing treatments wouldn’t work so I was put on a ventilator because I eventually couldn’t breathe on my own. The pneumonia led to sepsis shock. My organs started shutting down. I had to have dialysis. I also had a tracheostomy. I had multiple pokes and probes – invasive procedures and surgeries.

There were a whole list of things that they said happened that aren’t worth mentioning because I don’t claim them anyway. I know the doctors were just doing their job and they told my loved ones what they saw.

What they saw on the monitor screen…
What they saw in printed material from testing…
What they saw from the scans…
What they learned from medical school or past patients…

We humans love labeling. It all looked a certain way to the doctors and medical staff, so they labeled it “A” or “B” and so on.

Since I’ve been recovering, I’ve been doing quite a bit of reflecting. I realize that there was more going on than just what the doctors were seeing and saying. And in some cases, what they said had happened, in fact didn’t happen at all. Rather it was a human, physical reaction to an energetic shift that looked a certain way for the medical staff to label it a specific way.

What Happened Within The Spirit Realm

A lot more happened in the spirit realm than I could possibly begin to explain but here’s what I can share:

I transmuted my blood line.

I healed my ancestors wounding. On some level, they and I chose that particular earth time for the transmutation to occur. The transmutation was interrupted by the grossness sent by the dark that got to me by way of my weakened energetic field. Again, this was mostly a collective strike. The energy is still out there.

What I believe happened was this:

► Ancestral/Bloodline Energetic Work

As I mentioned above, on a soul level I chose this time to transmute my blood line. This is no easy task. Although it certainly shouldn’t have been as difficult as it actually was. It was made more difficult by the interruption.

► Germ

I caught a germ — No spiritual terms, no nonsense, no excuses. I just caught a germ from a grocery store or gas station, etc., just like anyone else. This germ should have come and gone quickly, with little to no effects. Normally that’s how germs affect me. They come and go.

► Weakened

Even though I continued to do my normal cleansing and clearing, my body weakened. My aura weakened. My whole energy field weakened. Because that’s exactly what happens when our energy is compromised, even with a slight cold.
(Energy healers are generally healthier people than most but not totally immune to germs or illnesses.)

► Dark

As I mentioned above, there was some sort of energy that was harvested, charged with ill intent and then released in order to disrupt those that work with energy or with light. Plain and simple. The dark (this harvested energy) is like a magnet to a weakened energy field.

► Affected/Infected

Since I work with energy and my energy field was weakened, I was affected by this energy sent out by the dark. This energy was NOT powerful. These beings are NOT powerful. (Think–the guy behind the curtain in the Wizard of Oz.) It hit me while I was already down.

While I Was Sedated

I jumped around into different “situations.” These situations were my past lives and lives of my ancestors combined plus interruptions from interruption-energy that was never called upon. I remember most, if not all, of what happened. I will never discuss everything. But I will always share what I’m guided to share.

The situations that I experienced were always in the dark. It was always dark, at night or just darkened with no light.

I was NOT in the “void.” I was NOT in a waiting space. There was no calm.

I believe I bounced back and forth between the underworld and different timelines of the “present,” even though there was no time where I was.

As mentioned above, there were so many elements and layers to all of this.

The situations were awful and I remember thinking, “why is this happening?” And I kept telling everyone, “you have the wrong person!”

I called on spirit multiple times.

I called on passed-on loved ones multiple times.

I called directly to God.

I got no response. Nothing.

No response that I was able to hear or feel in those moments. I was completely blocked from light spirit. I was wearing down. Almost to the point of leaving. This was all due to yes, the energy sent by the darker beings, but also my own fears and the drugs that they had me on to keep me sedated. That energy and the drugs fed off each other and it resulted in distortion and isolation for me.

I went into survival mode.

It was situation after situation, scene after scene for 15 days straight. And then it finally started to fade as I started waking up and realizing that I “escaped.”

When I Woke Up

I didn’t understand for days that I was in a hospital. I couldn’t move any part of my body. I couldn’t speak. I was hooked up to all kinds of things. I had a very shameful feeling and didn’t know why. I had and have nothing to be shameful about.

The shame was one of the goals of the dark, sickening beings.

They want lightworkers or energy workers to feel shameful, regretful, confused, small, stupid, fearful and ALONE – so that we will shrink. Because to them, that means it’s a perceived growth for them (even though it isn’t). They want us to feel separate from spirit, separate from ourSelves, separate from Love. They feed off of fear in all its forms.

For the first week or so that I was waking up, I saw bright silver fish-like energies all over the room. All over the walls. All over the people in the room. All over the bed. All over me. They would squiggle everywhere.

I also saw mannequins. There were so many of them. I saw them beyond the room. The room, to me, expanded and was not really a hospital room. I had a window in my room and there were several mannequins with their backs to me, as if looking outside, guarding. There were several up a spiral staircase off to my left that looked my way. (There was no spiral staircase in the 3d but I saw one.) They were all around the bed. I felt very content and safe with these “mannequins.”

One night I saw -with my physical eyes- many, many hands on my body.

The silver squiggles, the mannequins and the hands were SPIRIT. Maybe not what you would normally consider as “spirit.” None of this ever felt weird to me. All of it made me feel very protected. They were Angels. They were Master Healers. Spirit never left me. I was never going to die. It didn’t matter that I couldn’t connect with them while in the underworld.

They were still there. They’re always there. They’re always here.

My Take

Some of my conclusions from this experience and the whole year 2025:

• This was the most awful year of this life for me. It was also the best year.
• Connection with spirit is impossible when you’re in such heightened fear survival mode.
• Angels are not exactly what I thought they were. And spirit does not operate the way WE want it to. Since I’ve had this experience, I think of most Angels as regulators and MEGA-FIERCE protectors and not so much as messengers.
• There are only 3 planes available at any given time. The one you’re in, the one just higher than you and the one just lower than you. (So to clarify, there is this material realm, the spirit realm and the underworld. And then there are different elements within each of those. This is how I understand it.)
• Love & Light is real.
• Love & Light Delusion is also real.
• Light beings (human and energetic) are real.
• Dark beings (human and energetic) are real.
• Dark energy or dark beings are not the enemy. Energy is energy. There is no dark energy or light energy (even though I kind of labeled it that way in this writing for lack of putting it a better way). It is just energy. It’s how we use it, and with what intention that makes it light or dark, good or bad. It’s also relative … all based on one’s perspective.
• Drugs are bad. For me anyway! (Yes, just like you heard back in 8th grade! Drugs are bad.) Mind altering chemicals are bad. They bring mega-delusion to our bodies, minds and souls. They block light.
  (Obviously, I had no control over what the medical professionals were giving me since I was unconscious. Also, I’m not going to take anything away from anyone … if you or loved ones medically need these to stay afloat, you may have a different opinion and that’s okay.)
• Soul contracts can be broken. We don’t HAVE to do these things to help our ancestors or to grow and expand spiritually. It’s an illusion within the new age system that these things have to be done in order to progress forward.

(I already knew most of this but it was amplified for me!)

The “Dark”

The way that I described above is how the dark beings operate (beings that deserve no names, no recognition, no energy, no nothing). They harvest then charge energy with ill intent and send it out.

They are not powerful. THEY ARE NOT POWERFUL.

They simply operate in a calculated manner. These are humans. They may work with spirit entities but these are humans that I’m talking about. They are sick. They harvest energy, probably on certain days when they know lightworkers gather and share energy. And they disperse it in a calculated fashion with disruption as their intention. “Disruption” shows up as many things.

The way this energy affected me was that it made my “labels” (medical terms, etc.) seem worse since my energy field was weakened. It made my situations, during sedation, dark and very distorted. It magnified (by 100,000) my fears (that I didn’t even know I had) and the fears of my ancestors.

They Are Proud Of Me

My ancestors, my family, my loved ones, my spirit team … They are proud of me.

I transmuted hundreds of years of my ancestors’ depression, sadness, grief, anger and more … into light, into LOVE.

I’ve healed. Physically, energetically, mentally, spiritually and emotionally. And I continue to heal at this time. There will be no end result from this healing for me. I will be healing from it this entire life.

I AM STRONGER HAVING DANCED IN THE DARK.

Why I Shared This

I do not enjoy sharing my personal life. Posting selfies. Talking about my family. It’s just not who I am. I am private by nature. I love my privacy. But spirit has reminded me that I have a platform and I connect with many at a heart level and, when guided, I must share. I have no doubt someone will shift or be activated by something in this writing.

Questions You May Have

Q: Who are the dark beings? Tell me about the harvested energy.
A: These things may be different to different people. It’s not my job to decipher this and to share this. My job is to be neutral and help people connect with their hearts and Creator. There is a lot of information and misinformation out there on this topic. You must be discerning when it comes to learning about this and recognizing these types of things. I am not here to spread fear. I shared this because it’s part of my story. Part of my healing. And because I was guided to share it to help someone out there.

Q: How did you get so sick if you are a lightworker/energy worker? Did you not do enough cleansing, clearing and protecting of your energy?
A: I’m human. Most of it was actually part of my contract and I was/am wired for what happened … not everyone would’ve survived. Yes, sometimes our contracts have things that make us question – ‘why would I choose this? This illness, this relationship, this job, this money issue, etc.’ It had little to do with my energy not being clear and clean or me not having boundaries. I didn’t do anything “wrong.” At that point back in February 2025, I had been working with energy every day, all day. My already difficult experience (transmuting my bloodline – part of my contract) was hijacked by ill intent energy from beings with nothing better to do.

Sometimes we just have to dance in dark and BECOME the dark so that when we get back to the light, it’s even lighter! Whoever that resonates with … will understand.

Q: Could you have done something to prevent this?
A: At this point I would say No because I’ve accepted the experience as a timeless HEALING (for me, my loved ones and my ancestors) that leads to an activation (or many activations) that leads to a complete jump in time. A “timeless” timeline shift, if you will.

Q: Is this how all ancestral bloodline healings have to be transmuted?
A: 1000% NO, thank goodness! It can happen in so many different ways and you have to have given permission on a soul level. This is not a job for everyone. And it’s NOT necessary to transmute your bloodline in order to progress spiritually. You don’t owe anyone anything.

Q: How can I protect myself from these kinds of dark, ill intended energies?
A: First, understand that we have soul contracts. It’s important to know that not everyone is affected by these things the same way or at all. We all have different contracts and operate in unique ways. We will not all experience things the same way. And you may not need to protect yourself as much as someone else may need to.

KNOW how powerful you are. Know your sovereignty. Give hard NOs to any energetic boundary-crossing.

Do any protection techniques or prayers from a place of power and strength, not from fear.

You can always amp up your cleansing, grounding and protecting techniques but there’s not one answer for this. For some, you may need to do more energy work. Energy clearings. Trauma clearings. Heart clearings. And so on.

There are certain things that make us more vulnerable. This ill intention comes to people in different ways. I cannot express that enough. This energy does not hit everyone by way of flu/pneumonia and a long hospital stay.

• Notice when thoughts are not yours.

• Notice when you feel shame out of nowhere.

• Notice when your body feels unwell.

• Notice when you suddenly feel all alone.

• Notice when a small fear is magnified by thousands.

• Notice when a perceived fear isn’t a fear at all.

When you notice these things, say NO with authority! And then LAUGH. Yes, laugh. The moment you realize your energy has been hijacked, laugh at them. They really don’t like that. Laughing is instant alignment.

Also, get an energy healing. Have a reiki session. Move energy. Exercise. Do a meditation to clear and strengthen your aura and/or align your energy centers. Keep your energy strong and clean. Work with the frequencies of certain colors that you resonate with … white, gold, violet, emerald and so on.

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I truly hope that this helped someone out there.

You may have other questions or comments after reading this. I would love to answer your questions or read your comments if you have any.

If you want to connect, please email me at earthrhey at gmail or through my website, by clicking here.

Also, I believe you can comment right here on wordpress, maybe…I’m not sure 🙂

Note: You are welcome to comment and/or ask questions on YouTube, however I do not always see the comments on there. Sometimes they don’t show up in my feed for weeks or at all and I don’t go searching.

Writing this and getting it out of myself was very healing for me. Thank you for allowing me to share with you. ♥

Also, thank you again to anyone that donated. It was all so much appreciated. A huge thank you from both Robert and I.

Rachel
Earthrhey ♥

(As I was recovering in the hospital, and when I could finally move, I tried to stay in touch on youtube posting here and there, since my partner and family had reached out to you all. There were some people that thought it was not me and that I had died. This hurt my feelings and made me think … why would anyone share this without knowing all the details?? But, like I mentioned at the beginning of this blog, this was a bizarre experience and it was shared on social media and people were just sharing what they thought. But it was indeed me! And I am indeed still here!! 💪)

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